In case thoughts formed in my mind

currently feeling:

The current mood of saskaw at www.imood.com

05/01/24

I swear my brain is full of divine and world-conquering thoughts, they just disappear to somewhere the moment I try to express them

However...

I love my ocs ever so dearly, like if in 50 years you meet a crippling old man in your nursery home, showing you pictures of their characters and rambling about their lifes as if they were his grandchildren, you are safe to assume that it's me.

Lately I've noticed, that if I write about my ocs or draw them long enough I will sooner or later realize that each of them helps me to express different aspects of myself. When I first create them I never think about it, but at the end of the day, they are all just a representations of me. They are self-inserts if you will.

Maybe people are actually complex and their emotions are often contradict each other so they can't be defined with just one term (what??no fucking way!!!).

I am also extremelly obsessed with myself and I guess my characters are great tools for me to channel this obsession into.

04/04/24

having a full on mid-life crisis here, I might just go to skim some rocks in the ocean or buy a car. Anyway ballon ballin

03/22/24

Listened to the pokedance music for about an hour, my brain is smooth and shiny like my old marble collection that my mother has hidden somewhere

03/16/24

Today I ventured out to the aquarium. I love aquariums. I wish I could live in one. I've even made some new marine friends.

There were some more cool guys, but not everyone was that photogenic. ok now I go and pass out from exhaustion. mwah everpony

03/08/24

I beat Gibby, be proud of me

03/07/24

good taste is pointless.

03/01/24

If the new Contrapoints video doesn't come out during the weekend, I can't guarantee, that there won't be blood

02/25/24

Vendel, the stag beetle has been my muse for quite a while now

02/24/24

estreñimiento constante〒▽〒

02/20/24

food for thought

02/10/24

horse shitpost.ok bye

01/26/24

I'm really sorry. I now go and sit in the corner rocking back and forth while thinking about my actions

01/12/24

All the horrors of the world, and yet the delights of this humble existence are still able to find the lyrical subject
( = ⩊ = )

01/02/24

Oh Socrates, you have some explaining to do, because this definitely isn't what we agreed on

12/30/23

Me and my cpu both suffered to great extents in order to bring these donuts(?) to life.
Of course nothing is impossible with the power of friendship even if your laptop happens to be almost the same age as you are.
Also the weird bush thingy on the right is totaly intended to look the way it does. I definitely didn't fuck something up in the beginning and was to lazy to fix it later.

12/15/23

dial up modem sounds are what life actually is all about

12/02/23

vroom vroom indeed

10/26/23

oh my dear website forgive me for i have been not giving you all the attention you deserve, but all my time is consumed by school (and guilty gear). Fear not though fall break is already well on its way!